Jessie J Shares Message on Grief 9 Months After Miscarriage

The singer also spoke about her decision to perform her concert after her loss. “The hardest part for me was wasn’t doing the show,” she said. “The show was actually kind of a weird, trippy dream and I was actually just really grateful that I wasn’t by myself and that loads of people that I loved turned up and came and were at the show.”

Jessie continued, “I got in the car after the show, by myself, and I got home and I opened my front door and I closed the door and I fell to my knees. That was the worst moment of the whole experience, was me realizing that other than my career, being a mother and having a child has been the biggest excitement of my life.”

The 34-year-old said she is grateful she “got to experience being pregnant,” adding, “It’s honestly brought me to some of the happiest moments that I’ve felt because…it’s opened the door for me to love myself deeper. I’m still processing the whole thing and I still have moments of intense sadness and grief, but I also have moments of excitement knowing that I won’t do it alone.”